These are those moments that I spend with myself, talking to myself, sorting things in my life, trying to know myself better and yeah, thereby enjoying my own company...Most of the things here are my relentless expressions... Yes, this is my Digital Diary, that talks about what it's to be a girl in her twenties, having her own set of dreams and rules, and her passion for things that many decide to just ignore...
Thursday, December 29, 2011
There are some moments, when all I want is my dad, sitting next to my bed, humming for me and my mom, making me lay my head in her lap,caressing my hair...Yeah, there are some moments, when I get weak, my 'I'm-all-fine' mask gets worn off and I need some power to strike back in life...And, that power lies only in few things...My dad's presence and my mom's lap...These make me forget everything else and I can sleep like a child, without any fear, from anything...
Wednesday, December 28, 2011
These days I smile, a lot more than ever before...Everything around me seems to turn into something eclectic, something amazing, something inspiring, and yeah, something that creates music on the strings of my heart...I seem to get drowsy with happiness, my senses seem to get sated with indulgence, and I seem to live in a fairytale...Don't have a clue why, what, and how I do...But, these days I smile...Yeah, a lot...
Monday, December 26, 2011
Time flies faster than we assume...
We grow old faster than we think we do...
We move on faster than we think we can...
And...most importantly...
'Today' turns into memory faster than we realize...
Yeah, nothing waits...And, nothing would ever do...
So...
If you care for someone, let it show NOW...
If you love someone, tell him NOW...
If you forgive someone, do it NOW...
Yeah
Let the tears dry
Let the smiles shine
Let the pain get kissed away
Yeah, do all the good things, right here, right now...
Cuz, you never know, if you don't, it might turn into a memory
That you missed out on...
And, if you do, it would turn into a memory
You would cherish...All your life...
Last week of 2011..Li'l nostalgic, li'l cryptic, li'l mournful and a lot more excited..An eclectic year that was, with few amazing experiences coming on way,with few amazing people coming around, and loads of memories piling in the bouquet..Li'l tears, lot more smiles, li'l adjustments, lot more abundance, li'l negatives, lot more positives..Yeah, 2011 was amazing..Wish and hope 2012 turns out to be the same too.:)
Sunday, December 25, 2011
Parents are so eclectic..They're anyday more powerful than any superheroes, in an eyeblink they solve all your problems..Again, they're anyday more vulnerable than small kids, the minutest of your rudeness can make them weep..And, then, they're anyday larger than life, you can never end knowing the vastness of their hearts..Yeah, parents are just amazing..And, I'm lucky and proud to have mine..Love you Dita and Momu.
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
Many a times it's better.. To let the feelings stay masked than expressed..To let the emotions run deep down than revealed..To let the words remain unspoken than spilled out..To let the heartbeats stay controlled than paced up..Yeah..Many a times it's better..To let things stay where they are than where they should actually be..
Monday, December 19, 2011
Li'l weird, li'l mad, li'l crazy and completely insane..Messed up in almost everything, confused almost always, drowned in own thoughts and lost in an ocean of dreams..Can't see things the way they should be seen, can't take a decision without a touch of emotion, can't let the loved ones go even a li'l away and can't be practical to move on in life..Yeah, that's me!!And, you see, I'm completely fine that way..
He thinks he's just another guy in the crowd, and wonders why I love him.What he doesn't know is that he's special for me.Not cuz he's the best guy I've ever met, but..but..Cuz he makes me feel the best in the crowd.Cuz, he brings out the best in me even if I'm at my worst.Cuz, he knows how to make me feel away from the world.But, most importantly, cuz when he puts his arms around me, I know and feel, I'm alive...
Sunday, December 18, 2011
I was waiting alone..My inside restless, unable to understand what it was looking for..My eyes were searching for something, here and there..And, then I saw him coming..The more he was closer to me, the more I knew, what I had been waiting for..He stood next to me..And the next moment, I was in his arms..He held me tight..I felt so complete and secure..And I knew, I found my world..
Saturday, December 17, 2011
He looks at me.I look at him.He says nothing.I say nothing too.His eyes fix on mine.And, suddenly, my eyes find the depth in them.Then, only then, I see it.I see the words that he never told before.The ecstasy in those make me drowsy.My senses lose their existence.And I melt.He comes closer and whispers in my ears.I see him melting too.He says he wants to create a world with me.And, I know, we've already created one.
Thursday, December 15, 2011
He says I don't know the real world, it doesn't let us be one...And I say, I don't wanna know the real world...Cuz, it doesn't let us be one...He says, I don't understand what he says...I say, even he doesn't understand what I say...We argue, and keep arguing...And then he takes me in his arms...I forget the real world...So does he...And, we stay happily ever after...:)
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
Those careless moments
When you be yourself, and let people see your real emotions
When you don't pretend, and let people see your vulnerable side
When you don't wear a mask, and let people see your innocent smile
When you are without eye gears, and let people see your teary eyes...
Those careless moments
When your intentions are misinterpreted
When your words are misunderstood
When your glances cause conspire
When your care causes worry...
Yes, those careless moments
When your actual self is exposed to the world
And, sadly enough
All what the world sees is not what you are
But what it could be
And, thus makes you feel so insecure
Yeah, those careless moments...
(PS. It's just a thought)..
Monday, December 12, 2011
There are some days when
I miss being pampered...
And all I feel like is to....
Running to my dad
And make him hold me
And never let me go....
Rushing to my mum
And make her run her hands through my hair
And make me sleep in her lap....
And these days
That's exactly how I feel....
Miss being Dad's Princess
And Mum's Angel...
Life's so good with them around....
And, now, nothing can make it up
For being away from them....
Thursday, December 8, 2011
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
Monday, December 5, 2011
It's a crisis to be single...
Well, let me explain...
One best friend thinks the other one to be your boyfriend
And thousand reasons seem less to convince him...
All other single guys try flirting with you
If you behave genuinely friendly
They think you're flirting back...
Worse, if you behave genuinly rude
They think you playing 'Follow me dude' game...
And, here comes the worst of all...
Your mum thinks you are running away from marriage...
And, she plays all tricks on you...
To find out why you don't have a boyfriend...
What's worse, she starts looking for some idiots for you...
And, if you deny, she gets genuinly upset
Thinking she couldn't bring you up the way she should have...
(Well, the reason being, she starts thinking, you're anti-family)...
Oops...I guess, I seriously have a crisis...
Crisis of being single...
This is one of those days, when I'm not me...
'Cuz I feel, I'm a lost soul...
In a world of chaos, confusion and illusion...
Smoky is the sky that my eyes can see
Vague is the horizon I can visualize up to
And, unreal is the destiny I thought to be my fate...
Stupefied is what my soul is
Perplexed is what my heart is
And, random is what my thoughts are...
I see no clarity of what I'm supposed to do
I see no order of how I'm supposed to live
And, I see no path on what I'm supposed to walk along....
Yes, today, I'm not me
I fail to make myself see
What I'm destined to
What I deserve to
And, what I ought to....
And, certainly it's not what I can handle for long...
All I wish now is to find a way
That leads away
From this world of chaos, confusion and illusion...
And, so I'm keeping my fingers crossed....
When you look at me
Swirling feelings soak my heart
Teary happiness shines in my eyes
And, ecstatic chills run through my veins...
When you hold my hands
I find a meaning to be better
I know a way to be stronger
And, I discover one more reason to be myself...
When you whisper into my ears
I hear your heart beating for me
I realize even deeper meaning of what you say
And, I find musical fairytales in those half heard words...
Yes, when you're next to me
I see a new world
Magical, ecstatic and surreal...
And, that makes me realize
When you're next to me
I get my world with me...
A world of my own
With no tears and all the happiness
With no worries and all the perfection
And, with no hatred and all the love...
And, it makes me know that
You are the reason why I feel so different...
Or, proabably I'm in love...
And, even if I'm not too sure...
Probably you are the reason
Why I'm in love...
Sunday, December 4, 2011
Many a times
When I experience something extraordinarily beautiful
I end up missing few people...
Few people, very close to my heart...
And, today
After experiencing an exotic B'lore early morning
That had ecstastic foggy landscapes
Limitless drowsy roadsides
And, sips of steaming coffee...
I miss you...
Somehow, those moments we spent together
Come flashing back to me
Whispering to my ears that I was really happy with you...
And I realize, even if I didn't know then
Even if I didn't acknowledge then
Yes, I truly was happy
Everytime you were around...
And, now, I wish
You called...
And let me say that
You are all
That's in my mind...
You are all
That I need to share my mind with...
And, most importantly
You are all, I'm missing
Like never before...
Saturday, December 3, 2011
As I open my eyes this morning
To the smoky golden rays of the sun
To the tender warmth in the air
To the caressing touch of the breeze
I realize, what a beautiful day it is...
I realize
With this brilliant morning
I have left behind days
That saddened my soul
That soaked my eyes with tears
That made me lose faith in life...
I realize
With this beginining of a new day
I have begun
Dancing to the same tunes that made me weep then
Finding joy in li'l things I always ignored
Loving life for what it is rather than for what it can be...
I realize
With this amazing and amusing start
My life would find its meaning even deeper
My soul would soar even higher
And my happiness would cross all boundaries...
Yes, life is such a blissful indulgence
All I need to do is
Open my eyes to see the beauty around
Open my heart to acknowledge the love in the air
And, embrace the purity and pleasure of everything it brings me...
Yes, what a beautiful morning it is...
Thursday, December 1, 2011
It's that time of the year
When nostalgia soaks the soul
And we pause for a while and look back...
To see...
What we've left behind
What we're carrying along
And, what we'll store all our life...
Yes, it's that time of the year
When emotions speak out
The good, the bad and the ugly...
But, also leave the bads and uglies behind
Only to carry the goods along...
Like everone else
Even I'm looking back
And, as I do so, I realize...
What an eclectic year it was...
One of those kinds, which taught me
Some of the best lessons of my life...
And, helped me being a stronger soul...
Met few amazing people and knew
They're going to be a part of me all my life..
Let few others slip out of my mind
And with that, realized that
It was one of the best decisions I had ever made...
Gained an ocean of experiences
Amazingly amazing
Brilliantly illuminating
And, critically needed...
Laughed a lot..and learnt to make others laugh....
Cried a lot...but learnt to wear a smile after that...
Loved, and got loved back...and realised that's the best medicine in
the world...
Yes, what a year it was...
And, as I prepare myself for a new one
I know, this one is going to be even better than the last...
Cuz
It would bring even newer experiences
And at the same time, will let me store the old ones...
And, with this combination life would be
Just so exclusive, exciting and enticing...
Yes, thereby, it would really be worth the wait...
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
When it's love, it is love
No matter who it is for
No matter how it all started
No matter where it's taking us...
When it's love, it is love
No matter if it's first, second or nth time
No matter if it's fairytale or a practical kind
No matter if it's very normal or one of it's sort...
When it's love, it is love
No matter what age it is
No matter what season it is
No matter what place it is...
When it's love, it is love
No reason makes more sense
Nothing else does matter
And none seems more existing...
When it's love, it is love
Ecstacy overpowers all senses
Tenderness soaks all behaviours
And, silvery droplets soak both eyes, all the time...
Yes, when it's love
It sees nothing but love
It knows nothing but love
And it lives nothing but love...
And, that's why I say
When it's love, it is only love...
Monday, November 28, 2011
In life we come across a million people...
Get to see a million facets
All have no similarity with one another...
Get to know a million habits
All different from one another...
Get familiarized with a million attitude
All having no resemblance with one another...
But then
We come across few among them
Who happen to conquer all these differences...
No matter
However unlike we think
However dissimilar we act
However unmatched we lead life individually
Together, we create a world of our own
With love, affection and passion...
And, thus we create an experience
That continues for a lifetime....
Personally, I'm happy that, me too have few such experiences...
Saturday, November 26, 2011
This weather has something in it
Or should I say some magic in it...
As the chilly breeze runs across your face
You feel like getting warm in someone's arms...
As the soothing drizzles drench you softly
You feel like dancing with someone, hands in hands...
As the smell of warm coffee makes your nostrills sated
You feel like sharing small talks with someone over it...
Yes, this weather has something in it...
Some magic in it...
It makes you get tenderly drowsy...
It makes you long for a cozy hug...
It makes you want something more in life...
But, what makes this weather truly magical
Is the fact that
It makes you want to be someone's passion in his life...
Or should I say
It makes you fall in LOVE...
Thursday, November 24, 2011
Many a times I don't behave as I feel inside...
At times
I look strong on surface
I overcome problems in a blink
I can fight any difficulty
And, I can make others feel I don't need them....
But, the truth is
When I look the strongest
I'm the weakest deep down
I wear a layer of invisible shield
That hides my delicate soul
That's scared of the cruel world...
At times...
I look so weak on surface
I need someone feeding me
I want someone hugging me
I fail to even make myself a coffee
And, I can't make my tears stop even at the slightest hitch...
But, the truth is
When I look the weakest
I'm the strongest deep down
My delicate face hides everything
The ready-to-face-all-hurdles self
The determination and strength inside...
But then, it's just me...
Li'l strange, li'l predictable
Li'l crazy, li'l reliable
But always ready to
Face life, exactly the way it comes...
Yes, it's just me...the weird but real me...
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
It's been really long since last felt this way
Yes...
It's been long since I last
Smiled when alone
Talked to myself
Wept in happiness
And, felt like living in fairy tale
Yes...
It's been long since I last
Longed for someone's arms around me
Got melted in someone's whisper in my ears
Lost my existence in the depth of someone's eyes
And, forgot the world with someone by my side
Yes...
It's been long since I last
Understood, I'm his Princess
Knew, my world is his too
Felt, so cared and protected
And, realized we're meant for each other
Yes...
It's been really long since last felt this way
It's been really long since last felt
I'm in love....
Monday, November 21, 2011
How I wish to talk to someone at this hour...Someone whom I can blabber my mind out, and who will not mind it at all...Someone with whom I can be myself and who I know will still love me...Arghhhh...And most importantly need a hug that can make me feel secure in this strange world...Missing someone was never this worse...
Thursday, November 17, 2011
It's just a matter of time how things change
It's just a matter of situations how feelings change
And, it's just matter of wish how lives change
At times, changes bring pain and tears
And, some other times, they bring the world
Coloured with love, passion and happiness
But, what makes these changes special
Are the people who come along, in every turn where changes occur
And, life gets beyond beautiful with their presence....
Feeling happy for myself these days
'Cuz, lot of changes have taken place in my life
In the last few years....
And, today, I'm happy
With what I've gained, and most importantly whom I've met
'Cuz of those changes.....
Saturday, November 12, 2011
These days, I'm me
With my smile intact on my lips
With my peace intact in my mind
And, with my feelings intact in my heart....
These days, I'm me
Without any tears in my eyes
Without any pain in my soul
And, without any troubles in my life....
Yes, these days
I don't think of you anymore
I don't cry for you anymore
And, I don't need you anymore....
Yes, these days
I have let your memories die
I have made your story end in my life
And, I have freed myself from your shadow....
With you, I had a fairy tale and I was a damsel in distress
But, without you, I'm me, the stronger, braver and fearless self
And, that's how
I have found me....
Yes, these days, I'm me....
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Many a times, I look around...
Back, beyond and ahead...
And realize, I have made
Millions of mistakes
Millions of impulsive decisions
And millions of things slip outta my hand...
But, then, I also realize
There isn't a single lasting moment
When I regret any of it on a serious note...
Cuz, whatever I've done at that moment
Felt the best and most important then
And, truly speaking
I love myself for those impulsive moments
Cuz, each of it has brought out
Something, which otherwise stays dormant inside me..
That is, the BEST and REAL me..
Monday, November 7, 2011
Well...
A mix of feelings this evening....
Li'l confused...
Li'l assured...
And mostly uncertain...
Most definitely I'm on the wrong track...
But then, it feels so right...
Li'l have I clue, what's in store...
And, hardly I know what it means...
The only thing I know for sure is that...
Whatever it's is...
It'll be so amazing and bright...
And, I would be left in an ocean...
Of love, passion and warmth...
Saturday, November 5, 2011
When it's love
Nothing stays as before
Heart starts ignoring your brain
Emotion starts avoiding your logic
And dreams start shadowing the reality
Every single stare from him/her makes your heart skip a beat
Slightest touch of his/her hand makes you shiver
And when his/her breath is on you, the world seems non existent
You cry when you don't have to
You laugh when there is no need to
And you talk even when you're alone
Yes, when it's love
Nothing stays as before
Cuz, the whole world of yours turns upside down
With the amazing and eclectic vibes of
The most mysterious feeling, 'Love'...
Thursday, November 3, 2011
Finally I'm happy
It's been really long
I kept trying my luck
On things that I assumed were mine
And felt guilty on letting those slip outta my hand
But today, as I look back
I realize that I'm happy
Cuz, I did my bit when it was my time
Left the world behind for things
Which I thought were important
And kept struggling in the big and tough world
When I had better choices
But, today I realize
I'm left with no remorse
No guilt, no complaints
And most importantly, I'm smiling
With all my heart
Cuz, I didn't lose my chance on trying my luck
As much as they tried breaking me down
And, today, I'm left with all the goodness of all the trials
Cheers.....
Sunday, October 30, 2011
So I ended my last day in Mumbai..
And, strangely enough,
I did more things on this one day
Than I did in my last long 18 months together...
Travelled in local, went to places I had never been to
Met frens, I was supposed to meet longggg back
And also, finished packing that was delayed enough
And here I'm all set
To leave this place
With a baggage of 'lost & found' feelings and moments
Lost few important pieces
But gained much more than I could ask for
Well, will miss Mumbai..
It really has something that dampens your eyes
When you're to leave it
Mumbai, you shall always be the
'I learnt a sea in here' city in my life...
Friday, October 28, 2011
The most amazing part of life is
You never know
What's stored for you next
When you meet whom
And what you experience in the process
1st time when I was in this place
I didn't have a clue
My life was about to change
And that too so drastically
Met few people, least expected
And today as I'm leaving them
I realize, it is getting so difficult
Cuz, some people are like that
Who can make you want them again and again
Cuz, they have such a strong influence in your life
This one goes for Hina, my lovely boss
You're such a wonder
Love you so so much
You're the most inspiring, amazing and of course pampering boss
I could ever had..
who says lady bosses are bad
Guess, they should work with you..
Love you always..
And will miss you always..
Yes, it was always you...
It was always you I loved
It was always you I wanted
It was always you I needed
All I ever wanted was...
Your love to fill my life
Your arms to rest my head
Your hands to hold on the paths ahead
What I failed to see was that...
You were not meant for me
You were not what I thought to be
You were not the one that I did see
And, as you left me in...
A pond of tears
A sea of misfortune
An ocean of griefs
I realized, I deserved that, cuz it was how...
I started caring for the worth of true love
I started realizing the pleasure of real warmth
And, I started exploring the joy of living LIFE...
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
Would you still love me
When I'm all mad and nuts
And can see nothing real
Would you still love me
When I'm all down and weary
And can't make you smile
Would you still love me
When I'm all sick and crazy
And get out of your hand
Would you still love me
When I'm all sad and teary
And soak your shoulder
Would you still love me
When I'm all angry and noisy
And get on to your nerves
I have my bad days
As do I have the good ones
Would you still love me
At my worst???
The way you do at my best!!!
Friday, October 14, 2011
The one who loves you will always
Laugh with you, laugh for you and even laugh at you
He will always
Live with you, live for you and will live cuz of you
He will always
Be with you, be for you and even be away for you
He will always
Cry for you, cry with you and cry without you
The world might turn upside down
The stars might stop shining
And, the sky might come crashing down
But the one who loves you
Will be there for you
Forever and for always...
Sunday, October 9, 2011
One of those evenins that I'm I love wid
Cool breeze across me
Carryin frgrance of night queen
Dreamy hide-n-seek
Of silvery moonlight wid darkness
And me by d window
Lost in myself...
Amazing is d feeling
Amused is my being
And happy is my mind...
Incidentally
This is also one of those evenins
I will love and remember Mumbai for...
Wish, life was all about
Tranquility, love, understanding
And live-n-let-live...
But, anyways, I'm lovin dis moment
Rejuvenation is what it's bringin
To me and my soul...
Saturday, October 8, 2011
Realized how difficult it is for me
To solve problems
To handle stress
And to tackle pressure
Also, realized how scared I'm at heart
Experienced such trauma
Not cuz my cab driver was harassed
And was made to take a rather long turn than usual
By the gangs of maddening 'visharjan' crowd
But for the fact that
The entire incident (or accident!!)made me
Almost fainted and weep
Still having my heart beating
Faster than I can ever imagine...
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
Monday, October 3, 2011
It's painful to have people around you
Who ignores your patience and focuses on impulses
It's painful to have people around you
Who bullshits on your modesty and takes it for granted
It's painful to have people around you
Who gets your brain fried and feels great about it
It's pathetic when
You're turned into somebody
Who was never YOU
You're treated like somebody
Who can't be YOU
And
You're made to face situations
Which you never witnessed
Thursday, September 29, 2011
Many a times
I lose track of what m doing..
And what I'm supposed to be doing..
And apparently that leads my way to..
A completely new and unknown destiny..
I end up realizing it a little later than I should..
But when I realize it..
And know that I had lost track a while ago..
I do not want to come back to the right one..
'Cuz,by then, I also realize something else..
That..
The 'wrong' track is the one, I was destined to take..
And was meant for me..
And, it is something, that offers me much much more..
Than i could've ever dreamed of..
And, that makes me feel really lucky..
Yeah, life is truly amazing..
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
It jus ahmezin..
N beyond relief..
N pur ecstacy..
Wenu realize..
U've woken up..
2 a bright fresh morning..
Wid all ur pain 4m d last nyte disappeared..
Wid all ur anxieties 4m d last evenin evaporated..
Wid all ur probs 4 d new day already solved..
Yes, dis very mornin is one of dis kind..
N m feelin completely rejuvenated..
N completely in love wid d same..
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
It's tat tyme of d day
Wen I wish u were here
2 take me in ur arms
N make me feel safe
2 run ur hand through my hair
N make me close my eyes
2 held me close 2 ur heart
N make my soul stirr
2 whisper in my ears
N make me smile
N, den
2 kiss my heavy eyelids
N make me fall asleep...
Yes, I wish, I jus wish
U were here, Baby..
Right beside me..
Right next 2 me..
Sunday, September 25, 2011
I miss u nt cuz m lonely
I need u nt cuz m afraid
I want u nt cuz m incmplete
Bhind all thse thr's a reason
D fact tat I luv u
I cry 4 u nt cuz m weak
I fight wid u nt cuz m angry
I wait 4 ur call nt cuz I've nothin else 2 do
Bhind all thse thr's a reason
D fact tat I live 4 u
I myte end up in useles thins
I myte display shockin crazines
Bt bhind each of thse
Flows a sea of feelins
Tats meant only n only 4 u
Saturday, September 24, 2011
Evry nyt as I get in2 my bed,N play my music on my ears.I let my thots wander.Tat makes me look bck in tym,N realize.D good n d bad..N evntualy I undrstand,Tat, evrythn tat hd hapnd in my lyf so far.Hs a reasn of occurnce.Dis reasn s sumthin,Wid a greatr purpse thn I cn realize.Givin my lyf a greatr meanin thn I cn undrstnd.Dis realizatn makes me gain a satisfction,Helps me look beynd.N evntualy I fal aslp.Peacefuly.
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
every mornin as i start my day
i say 2 myself
'Watevr s happenin at dis moment
Is d best tat could ve happend 2 me
Is d most imprtant tat i shld accmplish
D moment m livin ryte nw
Is d most eclectic 1 n cld ve nvr got beyond tat
Is d best till date n cld ve nvr got better'
I dont know, n dont care
By doin so, if m restrictin
my dreams n d horizon of possibilty 4 myself
Bt, dis makes me really live d moment
in a really interestin n poisitive way..
Sunday, September 18, 2011
My life revolvs around LOVE..It makes me, it breaks me..It let's me c d bests of life, it takes me 2 d worsts of life..It makes me realize hw beautiful feelins r, it shows me hw painful failed emotions r..It brings me pride wen he smiles, it brings me tears wen things r nt ryte..Yes, LOVE s wat my life s built on..LOVE s wat decides wat, wen, wher n how I'm gonna live my life..N I trust d way my LOVE guides me...
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
M crazzy nw
M tired of missin u
M tired of waitin for u
M tired of thinkin abt u
All i want now
Is 2 run 2 u
Is 2 get in2 ur arms
Is 2 stay ther 4evr
N it wont mater anymre evn if
I've 2 leave evrythin behind
I've 2 cross thousnd miles
I've 2 take d unseen path
Cuz, end of d it all
We'll b 2gthr
We'll love each othr
We'll live happily evr aftr
M not spoilt..M jus lazy, 2 learn difficult thins..M jus slow, understand complicated stuffs..M jus scared, 2 face d crowd..M jus crazyn,2 like all imaginative thins..M jus insane, 2 still hold on 2 u..M jus afraid, 2 b left alone..So,please stop makin me feel I'm spoilt..I never was, never M n never will b a SPOILT BRAT..
Thursday, September 8, 2011
it's tat tym of d year
wen d spark in ur eyes brightend my lyf
wen d smile on ur lips lightend my world
it's tat tym of d year
wen ur eyes refleted my dreamz
wen ur arms created my home
it's tat tyme of d year
wen i planned my lyf wid u
wen i painted my future wid u
d tym s back here
so r d memories
magical, wonderful
tat makes me fall 4 u
over n over again.....
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
lyf feels complte
wen u r afraid n dad takes u in his arms
sayin u r strongr thn u think
wen u r half aslp n mum careses ur facr
arngin ur disobdient hair
wen u r strssd n ur bro starts his freaky jokes
makin u laugh aloud
wen u get bored n ur frnz show up uninvitd
turnin ur place in2 a party
wen u had a mad day n ur guy calls u his angel
makin u feel fresh again
well, if u ve any of it, u r lucky
n if u ve all of it, u r a true Princess..
It's amazin 2 ve a dad who's super supprtive n nos exctly wen u nd him 2 say tat he luvs u.It's jus beynd luck 2 ve a mum who reads ur mind n tels u 2 keep d faith alive exctly wen u nd 2 hear it.It's plain fortune 2 ve a bro who cals u exctly wen u nd 2 talk 2 sum1 n take ur bittrnes out.It's pure bliss 2 ve a bunch of frenz who leaves their food n stick 2 d phone 2 console u exctly wen u nd it.Lucky 2 ve u all....
Monday, September 5, 2011
'Ey were d pplWho taught me 2 b meWho taught me 2 follw my dreamsWho taught me 2 nvr back up'Ey were d pplWho tolrtd my arrgnceWho ignrd my adamnceWho 4gave my mistkesYes,'Ey were d pplWho brought me confdnceWho got me knwldgeWho showd me d brightr worldN 'ey r my TEACHERSD selfless, honest n d truest citizens existin in worldI take a bow n sayThanks 4 makin d world a better place H'py Teachers's Day
Sunday, September 4, 2011
Lyf s all abt surprisesU won't knw hw n wen u gonna get amusdLyf s all abt unpredictbltyU can't ve a clue wat hpns nxtLyf s all abt uncertaintyU won't realize hw ur best crftd plans end in nullYes, lyf s all abtTakin chances, movin on4getin d bad, 4givin d guiltiesLovin more, carin allNvr regretin, nevr mournin N most importntlyLivin evry mment wid passionCuz, evey mment in lyf s rare n special
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
I miss my yestrdays,I live my 2days,n I wait for my 2mrws;I crib abt minute probs,I cry on smal wounds, n I feel sad if I'm lonely;Bt I love my life, I don't regret on wat happnd,n I don't feel bad 4 makin those mistaks in d past;It may be sets of million contrstin mmnts tat consist my life, bt I love n adore each of 'em;Cuz each passin mmnt brins me 2 face a new side of life, n unfoldin these s jus so worth d effrt.
Saturday, August 27, 2011
do u believe in magic..lemme figure out..it s pourin n pourin..chilly breeze on my hair..sprinklin water on my face..steamin coffee in my hand..soothin music on my ears..n me jus next 2 d window lookin out 2 d world..yes,it's jus pure magic..can't really realize how do I feel right now..jus know 1 thin..tat m jus lost in dis magic..
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
entangled s d word
tat can describe my thoughts these days
'ey start in a random point
n flows 2 a similar direction
in an abstract n unexpected form
'ey create knots, create loops
n create unknown swirls
n wen, i try clearin 'em up
i jus lose myself
2 d uneven, unknown n unseen
power (or should i say overpowerin power) of d
complexity....
n it leaves astonished, amused
n most importantly engaged 4 d rest of d tyme
Sunday, August 21, 2011
as I sit by d windw n look out, I relize it s bn rly long sinc i last admird d beauty n vastnes of d world.d splashd sky wid its mystrious twists;d contnuous breeze wid its amusin whisprs;d unendin darknes of d nyte wid its secrtive shades all make d world jus so worth d engagement..n d best part of all these s tat, each of em has an overpowerin mystery tat inspires d soul within.not sure, whether it s Only my feelin, but as 4 now, m enjoyin it...
Saturday, August 20, 2011
last nyte had a drm
an angel in white
whisprd in my ears
even if i don try
my lyf gonna change
in d most pleasnt way i wish
even if i don bothr
my wishes gonna cum true
in d most constructve way i expct
even if i don care
my happines gonna multply
in many n many fold thn i can imgine
well it ws jus a drm
n myte nt b true 2
bt i luvd it
cuz
if nt anythn else, it told me
2 jus move on
n tat very fact s jus so inspirin
Friday, August 19, 2011
i refuse 2 look back
i refuse 2 take wat u said
cuz, none does stand any meanin 2day
i refuse 2 rem u
i refuse 2 cry over u
cuz, d 'U' i saw, was jus so fake
i refuse 2 miss u
i refuse 2 mourn over u
cuz, wat u did 2 me was jus so beyond belief
i refuse 2 love u
i refuse 2 want u
cuz, u were 1 of d worst dreamz i had
i might realize late
bt, i ve realized ryte
n m so much better off tat way..
Thursday, August 18, 2011
My life revolvs around LOVE..It makes me, it breaks me..It let's me c d bests of life, it takes me 2 d worsts of life..It makes me realize hw beautiful feelins r, it shows me hw painful failed emotions r..It brings me pride wen he smiles, it brings me tears wen things r nt ryte..Yes, LOVE s wat my life s built on..LOVE s wat decides wat, wen, wher n how I'm gonna live my life..N I trust d way my LOVE guides me...
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
days r passin by in such a pace
n m jus losin track of everythin
my plans r unorganized
my dreamz r at a toss
n my life hardly has time 4 my OWN self
crazy ways of livin
lazy ways of thinkin n actin
n messy ways of makin thins happen
in short, everythin s jus outta my hand
nt unhappy, bt nt overwhelmd 2
nt sad, bt nt thrilld 2
nt in peace, bt nt in d utmost calm 2
in a word, havin a life jus so so so unplannd
n m jus unable 2 define whether
m amazed or shocked or just clueless.....
Sunday, August 7, 2011
ther wre few ppl in my lyf
who sumday made me feel lik a princess
n nxt made me a 4gtn chaptr in thr lyf
bt den ther r u guys
u my FRENZ
4 whm m stil d 1
u care 4
luv widout a rsn
n treat lyk a precius gift
n yep 4 u guys i nvr lose meanin in ur life
evn if i do d crazist of thins
nastist of insnity
n worst of human behavior
i myt nt b d best of ppl u ve met in lyfe
bt ur presnce surly make me d luckiest 1
b ther 4 me always
cuz, it s u, 4 whom i ve fallen in love wid lyf
ovr n ovr again
Thursday, August 4, 2011
Lyf s all abt surprisesU won't knw hw n wen u gonna get amusdLyf s all abt unpredictbltyU can't ve a clue wat hpns nxtLyf s all abt uncertaintyU won't realize hw ur best crftd plans end in nullYes, lyf s all abtTakin chances, movin on4getin d bad, 4givin d guiltiesLovin more, carin allNvr regretin, nevr mournin N most importntlyLivin evry mment wid passionCuz, evey mment in lyf s rare n special
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
Once u wre my evrythn
N nw u rarely mean a thin
Once u wre wat i livd 4
N nw u don evn exist in my lyf nymre
Once u wre d 1 i cared d most 4
N nw u r 1whm i bothr 2 evn ignore
Once u wre d 1 my drmz cld brthe 4
N nw u r no part of ny of em nymre
Once u wre d 1 i lovd n died 4
N nw my heart dsnt rspnd2 ur name nymre
It s strnge hw thns chnge
N ey make me sad 2
Bt 4 me nothn means nythn nymre
Since d day i lost u
Friday, July 22, 2011
ur eyes r my mirror
they show wats in my heart
they show wats in my mind
they show my dreamzthey show my hopes
my inner self gets reflectd ther
my real self gets reflectd ther
i c myslf so wel thru em
i recognize myslf so wel thru em
bt d reason y i blve wat i c in ur eyes
is cuz,they always showme myself
wid ur love around
n tat s 1 fact tat i want 2 blve
wid al my heart
wid al my soul
Sunday, July 17, 2011
at tymes, however i try, cant help
savin myslf 4m d flooded memories
at tymes,
they make me smile...
n so do they make me cry...
bt den, d best part s tat
they make me
stop repeatin d mistakes i made earlier
n also inspire repeatin d good thins over n over again
so, i jus don really mind
even if sum of d memories
make me drop a few of my disobedient tears
at d end, they make me what i am...
Friday, July 1, 2011
i don evr wish u 2 look bck in tym
n realze tat i ws d 1 4 u
i don evr wish u 2 slow dwn ur jrney
n regrt tat u did wrng by leavin me behnd
i don evr wish u 2 go bck 2 thse days
n no tat i let go of evrythn 2 b wid u
i don evr wish u 2 cum bck 2 me
n c tat i stil cry 4 u vry often
i jus wish 1 day u dscvr d real me
n undrstnd tat dspite al odds i alws luvd u,wid al my heart
Sunday, June 26, 2011
Friday, June 24, 2011
at tyms i dare 2 look back n recal
d bits of drmz we saw 2gthr
d glmpse of lyf we pland 2gthr
n d drops of joy we shared 2gthr
n sum unknwn chils run thru my veins
cuz
i realiz
i stil do each of thse
so do u
jus tat
we dont do 'em 2gthr anymre
at d late sleepless hrs of nyte
it seems like a scary drm itslf
bt as it dawns it bcums jus a passin thot
hw strange lyf s
n all i cn do abt it s sigh
n nothin more
Sunday, June 19, 2011
no1 can ever make me feel
so safe n protectd like u do
so loved n cared like u do
so special n imp like u do
no1 can ever
influence me like u do
encourage me like u do
inspire me like u do
n jus a day cant rly do jstice
2 celebrate u,my Dita
cuz,
4 me
ur presence in my life
s d biggest celebration i cn evr imagine of
hapy Ur Day..
Saturday, June 18, 2011
i luv walkin in evnins
n if it hapens in a rainwahd 1
it s jus heavns
d fresh smell d fresh breez
n d fresh drops of d recent dwnpour
d world seem jus so mgicl
in lyf ther myt b
thousnd probs to solve
thousnd wories to deal wid
bt 1 long walk in such n evnin
does end al of it
cuz it lets us no 1 thin
dspite thse mundne misfcts of lyf
exists a wrld
which s of serenity, truths n most imprtntly
s free of mtrl meanins
Friday, June 17, 2011
i wish, u never said wat u did den
i wish, u never meant wat u said den
i wish, u never brought those smiles on my face
i wish, u never made me believe in fairy tales
i wish, i never knew wat it s 2 b wid u
i wish, i never knew wat it s 2 lose u
n 2day, wen i realize
u happend sumday
u existed sumday
i jus wish....jus wish
i never knew u..
Friday, June 10, 2011
'love'
a simple word
bt den
it s beynd
al excuses
al insecuritis
al misundrstanins
al misconcptions
n most imprtntly beynd measure
all it takes s a true heart n true feelins
if u love sum1
u ll fyte d world no matr wat
ll stand by his/her side no matr wat
ll make impossible possible no matr wat
n most imprtntly, u ll never stop lovin him/her
evn if d world crashs down
'love'
a simple word
bt den
so deep within
Monday, May 30, 2011
he said....
''u r loved, n will always b
u r missed, n will always b
i might nevr show up, cuz tats wat u want
bt i ll always keep my eyes on u
u might choose 2 hate me
bt i ll always choose 2 love u
u ll 4get me 1 day
bt i nevr ll
n till my last breath u r d 1 i will think abt...''
well, i hardly blvd it den
bt, it seems he meant it...
Thursday, May 26, 2011
dis mornin i feel special
my soul s enlightened
my heart is elated
my mind is exceptionally recharged
m my spirit is at its forever highest
i realize, m in love wid everythin in my life
d laughter, d tears, d problems...n d solutions
n most importantly d people around me
each bit of dis life s so eclectic
n m happy 2 own one
n tat makes me feel so special
cheers
wish u all do d same
cuz d truth s U REALLY R
Sunday, May 8, 2011
i end up havin
d maxm of
argumnts wid her
n 'no-i-wont' wid her
c cals me up n asks
hw my BRO S
rathr than askin
hw I M
c nvr pamprs me lik my dad
bt den
c inspirs me evry momnt
c encorags me in evry step
if my strenth fades awy c lends me hers
if i lose track c holds my hands
c teachs me
wat a womn s n shld b al abt
luv patince inspirtn strnth n suprt
yes it s my Mum
d pilar of my family
Luv U Momu
Hapy Ur Day
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
s i strt my day
i realize
thr's alws a preset dstiny in our lyf
n watvr we do, hwvr we try
we jus cnt do awy wid it
thr's alws a way
2 avoid knowin it
bt no matr wat we ll always end up
reachin it
we myt choos a strght path, or
a rathr complctd 1
bt den tat dosnt chnge d end point
whr we r destind 2
sudenly i realiz
it's 1 amazn fact
cuz
it lets us live lyf d way we wish
al we nd 2 tk care of s
nt 2 ovrluk d realty
Monday, May 2, 2011
cmpltd a yr in dis city 2day
a yr of 365 days of mns eclctic momnts
a dificlt bt blisful journy
ya
d bygon yr s 1 of d most evntful in my lyf
it made me
c lyf 4m thousnd angls
which i dint evn no existd
2day wen i look back i realze
dspite my thousnd complnts
i luv dis place
i luv d ppl arnd me
n mst imprtntly
i luv d way thins turnd up al d tym
cuz
othrwse i wld ve misd a lot in lyf
Saturday, April 30, 2011
LIFE s strnge
it makes u dance acrdn 2 its tune
it brks u up, axs u dwn
it hngs u up, it smshs u dwn
n wrings ur predictins
bt den
it maks u realize tat
aftr evry sunst, does cum a brightr mornin
aftr evry breakdwn does cum a new beginin
n mst imprtntly
it teachs tat
evrythin hapns 4 a reasn
n no matr wat, dis reasn s worth takin d risk
cuz it ultimatly leads us in a blissful journy
whch alwys remain blind to
Monday, April 25, 2011
wen m in a fix
he nos n he clears it
wen m in tears
he nos n he wipes em off
it takes nothin bt jus a sigh 4m me
4 him 2 no my hw abts
he treats me like a princess
a word 4m him makes my day
a hug 4m him makes me stron
n jus his presence
does wonders in my lyf
yup,he s my dad
d most imp n loved personin my lyf
d rockstar of my lyf
n,d centre of my lyf
miss u dad..
wish u knew hw much..
Sunday, April 24, 2011
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
i cry a river in pain
stay awake wen d smallest prob knocks at my door
cant accept facts wen they r harsh
n thus i prove 2 b weak
bt...m not cuz
i stil wait 4 d better days 2 cum
i still keep d faith alive
i always blive,1 day everythin ll b jus fyne
thins ll b jus d way i want em 2 b
n till den, nothin else matters
cuz, m stronger thn i can realize...
n tat ll make me go on n on..
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
it s tym 2 start a brand nw yr
hope dis 1 turns out 2 1 of d most memrble
wid
no tears in eyes
no aches in heart
n no blndrs in lyf
wish
shal meet no1 who makes me cry 4 lovin 'em
shal love no1 who gives a damn 2 my emtions
n shal think of nothin tat leves a scrtch in my heart
wish 2 wish 4 bttr tym thn mournin ovr d bygons
in a word, startin a brand new tym
n m hppy abt tat
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
havin freakingly mixd feelins
feelin happy on 1 hand
bt den, sum corner of my heart s achin 2
m sure 2 recal sum old thins
n thse ll surely make me miss thse tymes
dis s 1 pathtic thn abt me(alng wid many othrs of 'em)
tat i go back again n again 2 d memry lanes
rathr d 4biden lanes..on wich m nt supposd 2 walk
bt den, tats k
memries r 2 recal
n evrythin surely happens 4 a reason
s of now, m jus happy planin 4 my day
Monday, March 28, 2011
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
realized a complete unusual fact 2day....
it so happens tat wen we're in grief..
we cry....
n shed tears....
n make a scene....
but den, wen grief has no bound
tears refuse to appear in our eyes....
ther happens sumthin inside,
tat holds all d emotional outbursts back...
feelin exactly d same 2day...
feelin helpless..
ll miss my granny....
wish life never stopped...
but d truth s at a point, it does...
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
'ey r d 1s who take rspnsibilty 4 evrythin
thins work out, 'ey ve a hand behind
thins go haywire, 'ey take d blame
'ey r strnge,beynd imaginantion
'ey r vulnrble, do sily thins wen r in luv
yet at d sme tyme
ve d strngth 2 ovrcum d wrst blws of lyf
'ey inspre,'ey ncurage,'ey suport
'ey stnd bside their luvd 1s..no matr wat
'ey r WOMEN
Chrs 2 al d beautiful souls thr
PS. dis 1 s dedicted 2 my MOM
miss u Momu
Thursday, March 3, 2011
me n my smal world
sum say i live in a world of dreams
sum say i don c d reality
sum say i jus don accept d world s it s
i jus say i believe in fairytales
n 'ey do cum true
al d tyme
jus tat at tymes, ppl intrud in2 my world
n try smashin my faith
n tats wat makes my small world shatterd
u c, d fault s nt mine
it s jus tat u don undrstand my world
so y try hard doin so
jus let go
PS tats wat my loved ones do....
Friday, February 25, 2011
Yes
M a gal
I push dors tat clrly says PUL
I luf hardr wen I try to expln y m lufin
I wak in2 a rm n 4get y I ws ther
I lie sumtyms 2 hide my pain
I cry a lot mor den u think I do
M nt stron s my smile seems 2 b
I gt atachd 2 ppl who care a lil abt me
I say it s a lon story wen it s rly nt
I fal in luv 2 hard 2 fast
Den take tym 2 mov on
Bt den it s tym 2 mov on
N den lyf changs 4 gd
Yes I'm a gal
N m proud of it
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Friday, February 18, 2011
it s been long i lied 2 myself.
it s been long i tried denyin facts.
it s been long i tried bein nice...
but den, i realize........
i saw wron thins in d ryte way...
they faked n i trusted...
they pretended n i believed...
they acted n i admired...
n now,m over it...
it s better 4gotten n let go...
cuz if it weren't 4 those...
i wouldnt ve realized tat d world s so difficult...
wid people like 'em around...
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Saturday, February 12, 2011
I no....
U always no it....U always feel it....U always see it..
D unspoken feelins in my heart..
D unspoken thoughts in my mind..
D unwiped tears in my eyes..
I no....
U always no more than any1 ever would..
Life stopped there...
Wher we took our own separate ways......
N rest doesnt really matter
Tats wher d realization comes
Truths n pain r inseparable...more than d life n breaths r.....
Friday, February 11, 2011
it's been really long...
since i last saw u......
n held ur hands......
it's been really long....
since i last talked 2 u.....
n laughed wid u....
it s been really long ...
since i last said how much i miss u.......
jus want u 2 no.........
i always miss u........
wish, u were here.........
feel like crippled duck widout u.....
wish, u knew it.........
Friday, January 28, 2011
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Love.....
D feelin.....so beyond words....
Makes d world go round.....
Makes u c stars in daylight....
Makes ur heart beat faster...
Makes u land in a fairyland....
D feelin....so pure n honest.....n so amazinnly beautiful....
N...most importantly...It's MY LIFE........
Cheers 2 LOVE...................
Monday, January 24, 2011
Cupid's month s almost here...
N so s love in d air....
Feel so ahmezin.....
Starry nights....Fragrant mornins....
Kool breeze....n warm sunshine....
Mesmerizin vibes all across...
Everythin looks jus so vibrant....
N it makes u fall in love....
Wid everythin in life.....
Jus love d feelin.....
N gettin melted in it......
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
life s a song....so sing it all through....loud n clear...
even if u sing bad, no need 2 worry.....
if tat makes u happy, nothin else matters....
after all bathroom singers sing pathetic, but they enjoy 'emself d most....
so even if u end up messin ur life wid d most unusual thins...
jus chill....
if tat doesnt affect ur 'livin life 2 d fullest'..
nothin 2 feel sad abt...
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