There are some moments, when all I want is my dad, sitting next to my bed, humming for me and my mom, making me lay my head in her lap,caressing my hair...Yeah, there are some moments, when I get weak, my 'I'm-all-fine' mask gets worn off and I need some power to strike back in life...And, that power lies only in few things...My dad's presence and my mom's lap...These make me forget everything else and I can sleep like a child, without any fear, from anything...

These days I smile, a lot more than ever before...Everything around me seems to turn into something eclectic, something amazing, something inspiring, and yeah, something that creates music on the strings of my heart...I seem to get drowsy with happiness, my senses seem to get sated with indulgence, and I seem to live in a fairytale...Don't have a clue why, what, and how I do...But, these days I smile...Yeah, a lot...

Time flies faster than we assume... We grow old faster than we think we do... We move on faster than we think we can... And...most importantly... 'Today' turns into memory faster than we realize... Yeah, nothing waits...And, nothing would ever do... So... If you care for someone, let it show NOW... If you love someone, tell him NOW... If you forgive someone, do it NOW... Yeah Let the tears dry Let the smiles shine Let the pain get kissed away Yeah, do all the good things, right here, right now... Cuz, you never know, if you don't, it might turn into a memory That you missed out on... And, if you do, it would turn into a memory You would cherish...All your life...

Last week of 2011..Li'l nostalgic, li'l cryptic, li'l mournful and a lot more excited..An eclectic year that was, with few amazing experiences coming on way,with few amazing people coming around, and loads of memories piling in the bouquet..Li'l tears, lot more smiles, li'l adjustments, lot more abundance, li'l negatives, lot more positives..Yeah, 2011 was amazing..Wish and hope 2012 turns out to be the same too.:)

Parents are so eclectic..They're anyday more powerful than any superheroes, in an eyeblink they solve all your problems..Again, they're anyday more vulnerable than small kids, the minutest of your rudeness can make them weep..And, then, they're anyday larger than life, you can never end knowing the vastness of their hearts..Yeah, parents are just amazing..And, I'm lucky and proud to have mine..Love you Dita and Momu.

Many a times it's better.. To let the feelings stay masked than expressed..To let the emotions run deep down than revealed..To let the words remain unspoken than spilled out..To let the heartbeats stay controlled than paced up..Yeah..Many a times it's better..To let things stay where they are than where they should actually be..

Li'l weird, li'l mad, li'l crazy and completely insane..Messed up in almost everything, confused almost always, drowned in own thoughts and lost in an ocean of dreams..Can't see things the way they should be seen, can't take a decision without a touch of emotion, can't let the loved ones go even a li'l away and can't be practical to move on in life..Yeah, that's me!!And, you see, I'm completely fine that way..

He thinks he's just another guy in the crowd, and wonders why I love him.What he doesn't know is that he's special for me.Not cuz he's the best guy I've ever met, but..but..Cuz he makes me feel the best in the crowd.Cuz, he brings out the best in me even if I'm at my worst.Cuz, he knows how to make me feel away from the world.But, most importantly, cuz when he puts his arms around me, I know and feel, I'm alive...

I was waiting alone..My inside restless, unable to understand what it was looking for..My eyes were searching for something, here and there..And, then I saw him coming..The more he was closer to me, the more I knew, what I had been waiting for..He stood next to me..And the next moment, I was in his arms..He held me tight..I felt so complete and secure..And I knew, I found my world..

He looks at me.I look at him.He says nothing.I say nothing too.His eyes fix on mine.And, suddenly, my eyes find the depth in them.Then, only then, I see it.I see the words that he never told before.The ecstasy in those make me drowsy.My senses lose their existence.And I melt.He comes closer and whispers in my ears.I see him melting too.He says he wants to create a world with me.And, I know, we've already created one.

He says I don't know the real world, it doesn't let us be one...And I say, I don't wanna know the real world...Cuz, it doesn't let us be one...He says, I don't understand what he says...I say, even he doesn't understand what I say...We argue, and keep arguing...And then he takes me in his arms...I forget the real world...So does he...And, we stay happily ever after...:)

Those careless moments When you be yourself, and let people see your real emotions When you don't pretend, and let people see your vulnerable side When you don't wear a mask, and let people see your innocent smile When you are without eye gears, and let people see your teary eyes... Those careless moments When your intentions are misinterpreted When your words are misunderstood When your glances cause conspire When your care causes worry... Yes, those careless moments When your actual self is exposed to the world And, sadly enough All what the world sees is not what you are But what it could be And, thus makes you feel so insecure Yeah, those careless moments... (PS. It's just a thought)..

There are some days when I miss being pampered... And all I feel like is to.... Running to my dad And make him hold me And never let me go.... Rushing to my mum And make her run her hands through my hair And make me sleep in her lap.... And these days That's exactly how I feel.... Miss being Dad's Princess And Mum's Angel... Life's so good with them around.... And, now, nothing can make it up For being away from them....

This chilly yet subtle weather, its pleasant vibes, the dimly lit star-filled navy blue sky, the almost circular moon with its silvery rays...Everything about this evening makes me fall in love...With life...

It hurts, when you realize, people whom you consider your own, seem to ignore your existence...It hurts even more, when you realize, almost everyone in the world has the same traits...I guess, I'm let down...Not by anyone, but by myself...

It's a crisis to be single... Well, let me explain... One best friend thinks the other one to be your boyfriend And thousand reasons seem less to convince him... All other single guys try flirting with you If you behave genuinely friendly They think you're flirting back... Worse, if you behave genuinly rude They think you playing 'Follow me dude' game... And, here comes the worst of all... Your mum thinks you are running away from marriage... And, she plays all tricks on you... To find out why you don't have a boyfriend... What's worse, she starts looking for some idiots for you... And, if you deny, she gets genuinly upset Thinking she couldn't bring you up the way she should have... (Well, the reason being, she starts thinking, you're anti-family)... Oops...I guess, I seriously have a crisis... Crisis of being single...

This is one of those days, when I'm not me... 'Cuz I feel, I'm a lost soul... In a world of chaos, confusion and illusion... Smoky is the sky that my eyes can see Vague is the horizon I can visualize up to And, unreal is the destiny I thought to be my fate... Stupefied is what my soul is Perplexed is what my heart is And, random is what my thoughts are... I see no clarity of what I'm supposed to do I see no order of how I'm supposed to live And, I see no path on what I'm supposed to walk along.... Yes, today, I'm not me I fail to make myself see What I'm destined to What I deserve to And, what I ought to.... And, certainly it's not what I can handle for long... All I wish now is to find a way That leads away From this world of chaos, confusion and illusion... And, so I'm keeping my fingers crossed....

When you look at me Swirling feelings soak my heart Teary happiness shines in my eyes And, ecstatic chills run through my veins... When you hold my hands I find a meaning to be better I know a way to be stronger And, I discover one more reason to be myself... When you whisper into my ears I hear your heart beating for me I realize even deeper meaning of what you say And, I find musical fairytales in those half heard words... Yes, when you're next to me I see a new world Magical, ecstatic and surreal... And, that makes me realize When you're next to me I get my world with me... A world of my own With no tears and all the happiness With no worries and all the perfection And, with no hatred and all the love... And, it makes me know that You are the reason why I feel so different... Or, proabably I'm in love... And, even if I'm not too sure... Probably you are the reason Why I'm in love...

Many a times When I experience something extraordinarily beautiful I end up missing few people... Few people, very close to my heart... And, today After experiencing an exotic B'lore early morning That had ecstastic foggy landscapes Limitless drowsy roadsides And, sips of steaming coffee... I miss you... Somehow, those moments we spent together Come flashing back to me Whispering to my ears that I was really happy with you... And I realize, even if I didn't know then Even if I didn't acknowledge then Yes, I truly was happy Everytime you were around... And, now, I wish You called... And let me say that You are all That's in my mind... You are all That I need to share my mind with... And, most importantly You are all, I'm missing Like never before...

As I open my eyes this morning To the smoky golden rays of the sun To the tender warmth in the air To the caressing touch of the breeze I realize, what a beautiful day it is... I realize With this brilliant morning I have left behind days That saddened my soul That soaked my eyes with tears That made me lose faith in life... I realize With this beginining of a new day I have begun Dancing to the same tunes that made me weep then Finding joy in li'l things I always ignored Loving life for what it is rather than for what it can be... I realize With this amazing and amusing start My life would find its meaning even deeper My soul would soar even higher And my happiness would cross all boundaries... Yes, life is such a blissful indulgence All I need to do is Open my eyes to see the beauty around Open my heart to acknowledge the love in the air And, embrace the purity and pleasure of everything it brings me... Yes, what a beautiful morning it is...

It's that time of the year When nostalgia soaks the soul And we pause for a while and look back... To see... What we've left behind What we're carrying along And, what we'll store all our life... Yes, it's that time of the year When emotions speak out The good, the bad and the ugly... But, also leave the bads and uglies behind Only to carry the goods along... Like everone else Even I'm looking back And, as I do so, I realize... What an eclectic year it was... One of those kinds, which taught me Some of the best lessons of my life... And, helped me being a stronger soul... Met few amazing people and knew They're going to be a part of me all my life.. Let few others slip out of my mind And with that, realized that It was one of the best decisions I had ever made... Gained an ocean of experiences Amazingly amazing Brilliantly illuminating And, critically needed... Laughed a lot..and learnt to make others laugh.... Cried a lot...but learnt to wear a smile after that... Loved, and got loved back...and realised that's the best medicine in the world... Yes, what a year it was... And, as I prepare myself for a new one I know, this one is going to be even better than the last... Cuz It would bring even newer experiences And at the same time, will let me store the old ones... And, with this combination life would be Just so exclusive, exciting and enticing... Yes, thereby, it would really be worth the wait...