The thing I like about life the most is, the fact that, just when I come to a conclusion of seeing no end to the tunnel, and the darkness in it, I happen to see a light, flashing bright and clear, just a li'l away... And, just when I get a terrible urge to give up chasing the light, I realize, I almost crossed the tunnel... I'm not too sure, whether it's my plain positiveness, or the reality I often overlook, or the destiny I'm already conditioned to, or a miraculous fact that I'm just being plain lucky... Whatever it is, it's certainly worth a smile...

Somebody great once said, "If someone slaps on your one cheek, put the other one forward too, that way he'ld realize his mistake"...

But, well, hell, NO!... In today's world, never ever be so nice and generous, cuz if you do, the person would hardly remember to even stop once he starts slapping you... Yeah! That's the rule in this big bad world now: To hit the ones who don't hit you back!... Phewww....

So, if any goddamn one is slapping you, break his hand; if he's trying to get into your nerve, tell him you don't know him; if he's playing games, handicap him; and most importantly if at all he's trying to take undue advantage of your emotions, just remove him from your life... This way, you would certainly land up having better sleep, a better morning, and thus a better life...

Watching Satyameva Jayate, and realized once and once again that being from North-East India is such a bliss and blessing.Yeah, this episode which talked about 'Dowry', also revealed that NE is a region where dowry doesn't exist.Truly, how amazingly forward the approach towards life is in the society I belong to.Feeling proud once again, of the place, where marriage is still a marriage, and not a business deal.

Well, on the way to work, saw few guys working on the streets, wearing their multi-coloured boxers and nothing else... No offense meant, but was just trying to think what if those were their counterparts, i.e. the female version, and working on streets in their multi-coloured bikinis... Well, I'm sure, either it would have been a social rage, or it would have been a place nobody could even dare to breath, well, most certainly cuz of the infinite crowd the sight would fetch...

No power and sitting in the dark.. Amazing breeze and the after-pour dampness, both together have turned my surroundings just brilliantly dramatic.. Wish, there was some saxophone playing its soul-stirring tunes, some tube-roses spreading their fragrance, and you by me, creating the world of my forever fantasy.. Yeah, it would be just beyond this world, beyond imagination, beyond heavenly.. In a word, just magical..

You know it when my heart has something to say, and my lips do something else; you know it when the tiniest teardrop sits in the corner of my eyes; you know it when I'm cold and need a hug to make myself warm. When you hold my hands I know nothing can make me weak, when you caress my hair I know no worries can defeat my peace, and when you let me lay me head on your lap I have the soundest sleep. Yeah Momu, you make me more than I could ever be, you make me stronger than I could ever imagine, and yeah, you make me wish to be a better person than I could ever think of seeing myself as. But most importantly, you make me wish to be like you, with the unshakable passion, unbeatable strength and unmistakable focus; and that makes me always wanting to the best. Cuz, for me 'The Best' and 'You' have the same meaning. Love you Momu, for being my support in my weakest worst, for being my light in my scariest dark, and, for being my friend in my loneliest crisis.. But, most importantly I love you cuz, you're you, the best of the bests, and cuz, you're my Momu, the pricest possession of my life.
Happy Your Day..
P.S. To my lovely Momu, and to all the mothers out there, who have made us see this beutiful world, and most importantly taught us how to survive in it..

It's time I discarded certain alien thoughts, certain alien feelings, certain alien habits, and most importantly certain alien expectations.Well, not precisely cuz they're alien in a true sense, but cuz, they seem to create alien situations for me, and they seem difficult to be handled.Yeah, probably I'm tired and probably that's the way I would find peace, happiness, and most importantly my own self back, yet again.

There would always be millions and millions people to tell you that they care for you, love you and would be always there for you when you need them... But the irony is, these sort of people would be with you only till you don't need them, and also till you're bright and sunny... The moment you turn down and blue, they would leave you and would prove that you actually never needed them... But, the ones, who truly care for you and love you would in real be there for you, and that happens regardless of whether you need them or you don't... All they know and believe is that you deserve to be pampered, you deserve the best and for that they would sit there awake for you even at 3'O clock in the morning, just to take all your tantrums, and thereby make you feel that you're never alone...

Watching 'Satyameva Jayate', and watching how girls are killed even when they're just embryoes. What a shame!! Feeling so great that I'm a girl too and I'm still alive. Thinking about my Dita, Momu and the place I come from. Never ever in my life, I've faced anything discriminating from them cuz I'm a girl. How forward and respectablte their approach is towards their kids. Feeling proud of the society I belong to.

Having a long chat with your best friend late at night is such a bliss. You can tell them anything and everything that bothers you, you can behave insane and pathetic and still can end up having a hearty laugh before the conversation ends. But what makes such a chat so worth is the fact you get re assured of one thing- No matter what there would always be someone in your life who does take you just the way you are.

Getting an unavoidable urge to stand on a cliff, open my arms, close my eyes, breathe deep, and, then just jump... Yeah, jump down floating in the air... Free-flowing is on my mind... Is it???

At some point in life, we all let go off things that's painful and that take our peace of mind away... At some point in life, we all try sacrificing things that can cause trouble in our loved ones' lives... At some point in life, we all decide upon things keeping our near and dear ones in the picture... At some point in life, we look at the bigger picture of our lives than sticking to mundane day-to-day affairs... At some point in life, we live for others more than we live for ourselves... Yeah, at some point in life, we come out of our comfort zone and start walking on the paths of real life... In fewer words, at some point in life, we all grow up...

If I'm silent, it's not cuz I'm running out of words or emotions, it's only cuz, I'm tired of saying too much to you, tired of waiting for you to understand what I say, tired of waiting for you to reciprocate, and most importantly, tired of wishing and hoping that you would ever do...

Yeah, even I feel low and like a loser...

I'm not a super-female to carry on always...
As if, nothing worries me...
As if, I care a damn to all that's sad and blue...
As if, I'm always happy and strong...
As if, life for me is a long vacation...

Yeah, I have my share of downs...
Yeah, I cry, mourn, crib, and break a lot of glasses...

But then, only thing that keeps me going is the realization...
That, whatever it is in my life today...
It's all cuz of my own choices...
It's all cuz of my own preferences...
It's all cuz I wanted it this way...

And, that's what makes me keep going...
And, also that's why I always prefer to keep it to myself...
Than trying to explain why it's the way it is...

Breaking off the relationship with my ex was way easier than breaking off the friendship with my best buddy... And, certainly there are reasons behind too... Well, the former made me shed bucketful of tears, while the later brought me bucketful of sunshine... The former made me philophobic and made me run away from emotional attachments, while the later turned me philophilic again and made me see the beauty of relationships, all over again... Guess, it's foolish of me to just let things slip out of my hand when they're not meant to be... And, guess, I just need to think a li'l deep and with a neutral and calm heart... Truly, best friends are God's own way to say that He loves us...

It shouldn't bother me, but it does. I shouldn't care about you, but I do. I should hate you, but I don't.Cuz, at times you just realize your heart is too weak to be ignorant about how it feels. And apparently mine feels for you.

Falling for the wrong people is just so wrong..Not cuz your feelings are wrong, but cuz those wrong people make the whole affair look so wrong..They bend your intentions towards the wrong directions, they doubt your emotions to be wrong,they think your feelings are wrong, and worst, continuously, they try proving you wrong for falling for them..Wish, they understood the feelings, instead of misinterpreting the same..

Realizing lately, right and wrong are such relative concepts..What seems right for me is alien wrong for someone else, and that which others feel to be strong right is sheer wrong in my dictionery..Well, anyways, hardly matters what's right and what's wrong, ultimately the conclusion tells, that what makes us happy is the 'Immortal Right'..And, at this moment, I'm happy, hence ignoring the genuinity of the sources..

As against to what everybody around me has a take on me, I don't really need a Prince Charming to make me feel happy... All I need is a simple guy, who can make me feel like a Princess... Well, it's about undefined love and a warm hug, rather than a whitehorse and a shining armour...

The right people for you in your life will never underestimate you, will never put you down, will never criticize you, will never talk about your weak points, will never tell you that you need to change, will never advise you to grow up and will never judge you as per what others say... But most importantly they will always peep through your soul and realize how beautiful you're inside, and thus will always make you feel special

She gets ignored, yet would always stand by you, when you need her
She’s not taken care of, yet she would always take care of you..

When she’s out on a venture, mostly she’s alone
But, when you set out on a journey, she would always walk by your side..

You forget her when you’re happy, and she doesn’t mind
And, when you’re down and blue, she’s what you always find..

She doesn’t mind, if you share your love with many in your life
But, for her, you’re the one she loves with all her heart..

When you collect million moments of happiness and joy
She waits collecting moments of worry and pain, standing at the door..

And, when you show her she’s cared and loved
She gives you the world you fail to ever dream of..

Yeah, she’s that person in your life
Who comes as your mother, your sister, your wife, your lover…and in so many other attire…

Yeah, she’s the woman in your life
Who doesn’t mind being the last priority in your life..
But, in real the most influential in your life..
Yeah, it's not easy to be a woman..

And, this is to all the lovely ladies in my life...
Happy 'Women's Day'..

I want you with me…
For these days…
To hold my hands and say that I’ld find my way
To look into my eyes and show my world in yours
To sit by my side and tell me that you’ld always be there
To stand by me and tell me I’ld never need to fear
To hold me in your arms and say that I’m safe there…

I want you with me…
For those days…
To touch the million wrinkles on my face and stay I still look pretty
To run your fingers through my grey hair and make me fall asleep
To hold my hands as I walk and make me not curse my weak eyesight
To sit next to me and make me realize we’ve made it
To take me in your arms and make me feel I’m still the lucky one…

Yeah, I want you with me…
Today and tomorrow...Forever and for always…
To make me complete and content...
The way you always do...And the way it actually is...

It's not about being arrogant and stubborn, it's about knowing exactly what is wanted and what stores true happiness.Well, it's difficult to realize that things are not meant to be the way they're wished for always, but then, that's absolutely fine.Cuz, it's always better for one to not get few things in life.Otherwise, the extremity of arrogance and stubbornness expands beyond horizon.And, that's not awesome at all.

I often see you in my dreams.And everytime I do, I realize, I can nevr get over you.I realize that, you were always the one I loved, you are always the one I love, and you will always be the one I would love, all my life.It's difficult, espicially when we're further away than we can realize.But then, this heart could never learn to beat for someone else.Yeah, loving you has been always tougher than I ever thought.:(

Well a message for you on Valentine's Day...And for everyday...

I know, you always wonder
What makes me love you, the way I do, always
What makes me long for you, the way I do, every minute
What makes me go weak on my knees, the way I do, every time I see you…

You think
I’m li'l crazy, li'l lost and totally out of mind
Cuz, you know, I always see
My fairytale being true with you
My world revolving around you
My life and death resting with you…

But, what you never know and realize is that…

Every time I look into your eyes
My dreams see the morning light…
Every time I hold your hands
My soul gets a heavenly strength…
Every time I come close to you
My being comes alive…

Yeah, with you
I fear nothing on earth
I see no stones on my path
I find no tears rolling down, ever…

You’re the one
Who makes me smile while weeping
Who makes me feel so beautiful
Who makes me feel proud of what I am…

But then, loving you has nothing to do with any of what I said...
Cuz, the truth is
I love you, cuz, it’s you
And, no matter what you do, what you say or where you go
I’ll always love you...
Yeah, I don't need a reason to love you...
I just love you
Truly, madly, deeply...
Forever and for always…

Well, it's Kiss Day today...
And, here's a kiss for you....

On your eyelids, when sleep makes them heavy
And to make you feel that, you’re cared…

On your forehead, before you set out for anything
And to make you feel that, you’re wished…

On your cheeks, when you stand next to me
And to make you feel that, you’re adored…

On your palms, when you give them in my hand
And, to make you feel that, you’re held…

On your lips, when you come close
And to make you feel that, you’re loved…

Yeah, here’s a kiss
To take your pain away
To make your worries vanish
To make your tears evaporate
To make your heartbeat faster
To make your soul stirred…

But, most importantly
Here’s a kiss
Just to make you feel special…
Cuz, you’re truly so in my life…

Well, it's Hug Day...
And, here's a hug for you...

For all those moments
When you're down and need to be protected
For all those moments
When you're alone and need to be loved
For all those moments
When you're cold and need some warmth
For all those moments
When you're teary and need to be comforted...

Yeah, a hug for you
When you see the sky falling down
When you see everyone leaving you behind
When you see worries taking a stroll in your life
When you see nothing else making you happy

And most importantly
When you need it the most
To make you feel warm, protected and yeah, loved...

Well, it's Teddy Day...
But, then, please don't gift me any...

I got many of them, and they don't entice me no more
I'm a big girl now, and they don't make me sleep no more
I understand things now, and I don’t cry for those no more…

Yeah, I know, I always need a hug before I sleep
I always need an arm after I break down
I always need a presence when I’m lonely…

But then, no toys can ever give me any of those…

All I want today is you…
Cuz, I find my smile not on any gift-wrapped toys
But, only and only in your arms, on your shoulders
And, yeah, you guessed it right…
In you…

Well, it’s Chocolate Day…
And, this is just to say on those chocolates that you bought me on this day every year…

I know, those were real indulging ones
I know those were real expensive ones
And, I know those came after you put a lot of effort to find them

Yeah,
I always loved all of it
Cuz they were real good
Cuz they made me feel great
And, cuz you got them

But, did I ever tell you
Which stands my most favourite in that lot…

It was that box of chocolates, you brought me
From that college canteen
Those funny looking lollypops that were meant for kids...

It’s my favourite till this date
Not cuz they were amazing in taste
Nor cuz they were expensive ones
But cuz, when you got them
Your unsaid words told me that you cared for my every li’l wish…

I’m not too sure if you ever thought that way
But, yeah, you surely meant it…
And nothing on earth can replace
The fact of 'me feeling so heavenly special' that day...

No matter what everyone around us say
No matter what each of the crowd thinks
No matter what they want us to be
I will never leave you alone…

No matter even if it’s the worst place for me to be
No matter even if it’s the worst time for me to see
No matter even if it’s the worst occasion for me to wish
I will not leave your side…

No matter even if you are not better than many I meet
No matter even if you make million mistakes
No matter even if you drive me crazy
I will never go away from you…

No matter what the future holds for us
No matter what comes on our way
No matter what circumstances turn out to be
I will always love you…

Yeah, give your hand in mine
And let’s sail together
In an ocean of love, passion and romance
And, don’t ever be afraid
Even if you don’t know and see the destiny
Cuz, I will make sure
Wherever we reach
My love will always be around you
With me by your side
To make you stay safe, perfect and just fine…


P.S.: Just a proposal on Proposal Day

Many a times
A lot of my endeveours turn into plain and wasted efforts
Making me disappointed at that point in time
But, as time flies by, and I start understanding the actual consequences
I realize
I, by no means, regret for any of those attempts
Cuz,
Anything and everything that I gather in the course of each of those events
Turn out to be some of the best lessons of my life
Turn out to be some amazing new beginnings
Turn out to be some unfolding of amusing surprises
And, apparently they leave my life much more sorted than before
And, that’s what makes me
See life in such positive way
Embrace all the goodness with stretched arms
Enjoy everything like never before
And, most importantly it makes me ME…

A heartbreak is like a blessing in disguise...
Well, no doubt you go through
A lot of pain
A lot of tears
A lot of cursing rituals
And altogether, a scaring rough phase...
But the truth is
With a broken heart
You get the courage to
See all the beautiful things in life
Sort out what you really want in life
Pursue exactly what your heart says
Explore the world around
And most importantly
Spend a lot of quality time with yourself
Well, yeah, it really is an amazing surprise wrapped in a 'not-so-god-looking' paper..
P.S. It's just a personal thought, with no offense to the 'very-much-in-love' amusing couples)

At times it's so important to be alone..Not 'cuz it's difficult to adjust in a crowd, but 'cuz when you're alone you get quality time to be with yourself, rather, with your own company..And, what can be a better way to know your positives and negatives, and thereby the course of action for your next move in life, than by discussing with yourself..
Spent a whole afternoon with myself and yeah, realizing it to the core.

I was waiting down the street...Sitting by the deserted park, on the deserted bench...Lonely and blue were what I felt...Gloomy sun and dusty wind were what I saw... Then he came around...He could stare straight into my soul, and I could know it...He then came close, sat next to me and held my hands...He raised my chin and pointed to my around...
Yeah, then, only then, I could see...The golden rays of the sun trying to play hide-and-seek with me; the breeze carrying the fragrance of million wild flowers...And, the magic that floated in that place, which I was not able to understand till the moment before... And suddenly I realized, I was actually sitting down the seven bridges road...
The only thing that I still fail to understand is the fact, whether it was ME who was missing to see the real magic, or it was HIM, who created the same...

We believe in living for others than ourselves, we believe in giving than taking, we believe love than hatred..We're those who take pride in making others smile..We're those who fogive others so easily that mistakes turn into a forgottent entity..We're those who carry an ocean of love and affection in every heart..Yeah, we're India..We're the epic land where colours of life come alive gorgeously..
Happy Republic Day..

Many a times I miss you, not 'cuz I still feel for you, but 'cuz I still bump into many of those moments I had with you...And, apparently those moments happen to be some of the very important things in my life...And, even if I gather some new ones in the similar line, those with you still count in the lot...And, that leaves me missing the time we had, and, along with it, apparently you...

Under the velvety vastness of the sky above…
Watching the turquoise blue fading away…
As it turns into a deep steel one…
There’s us sitting there…On the endless terrace…
Me next to you…My head on your shoulder…
The fragrance of tuberose enticing our senses…
Making us inhale some more…
The silvery moonlight soaking us in a magical depth…
Making us believe in fairy tales…
The floating folk-tunes on saxophone stirring our souls…
Making us get drowsy with ecstasy…
Yeah, the perfect evening, in the perfect setting The ‘not-so-perfect’ ‘us’…
Happy, and lost in our own world…

Yeah, an evening in a perfect love story…:):)

Well, it's not about finding 'Something'...It's about finding the 'Right Thing'...

Sometimes, I get a feeling
Of walking on the country roads, by the limitless terrains
And letting the vastness engulf my senses
Sometimes, I get a feeling
Of sitting on the earthy riverbanks, by the continuous stream
And letting the currents play music to my ears
Sometimes, I get a feeling
Of spending the night staring at the sky, in the sparkling moonlight
And letting the stars talk and wink at me
Sometimes, I get a feeling
Of getting drenched in the roaring downpour, with the silvery droplets all over
And letting them make me melt in rhythms
Sometimes, I get a feeling Of letting myself lie in the deserted field, upon the softness of the grass bed
And letting the serenity make my eyes close
Sometimes, I get a feeling
Of wandering on a sea beach, across the soaked sand
And letting myself engrossed in searching my lost pearl

Yeah, sometimes I get these feelings
Random, but honest…
With my soul left stirred, and me wondering why...
Guess, I was a meandering breeze when I was not ME...

Those moments
When you receive a warm hug
Exactly when you were about to break down
When you receive a call
Exactly when you were struggling with your loneliness
When you receive an arm around you
Exactly when you were fighting your tears back
When you receive a kiss on your eyes
Exactly when you were falling asleep
When you receive a smile
Exactly when you were about to mourn
When you receive your dad's 'You're my princess'
Exactly when you were having a bad time with everyone else
When you receive your mum's 'You're strong'
Exactly when you were under-estimated by all others
When you receive your brother's 'Let's go out for dinner'
Exactly when you were worrying about eating alone
When you receive a message on your phone
Exactly when you were thinking about him
Yeah, those moments
Priceless and heavenly
Warm and enchanting
Amazing and mesmerizing
Yeah, those moments…

Probably it's you I was looking for all this while, probably it's you I'm destined to be with, probably it's you I should usher all my love on, probably it's you I can write my fairytale with, probably it's you I should crave my world around.Yeah, probably it's your soul I need to sense, probably it's your eyes I need to look into, probably it's your heart, I need to feel.Yeah, probably it's what I should do.Probably..