At some point in life, we all let go off things that's painful and that take our peace of mind away... At some point in life, we all try sacrificing things that can cause trouble in our loved ones' lives... At some point in life, we all decide upon things keeping our near and dear ones in the picture... At some point in life, we look at the bigger picture of our lives than sticking to mundane day-to-day affairs... At some point in life, we live for others more than we live for ourselves... Yeah, at some point in life, we come out of our comfort zone and start walking on the paths of real life... In fewer words, at some point in life, we all grow up...

If I'm silent, it's not cuz I'm running out of words or emotions, it's only cuz, I'm tired of saying too much to you, tired of waiting for you to understand what I say, tired of waiting for you to reciprocate, and most importantly, tired of wishing and hoping that you would ever do...

Yeah, even I feel low and like a loser...

I'm not a super-female to carry on always...
As if, nothing worries me...
As if, I care a damn to all that's sad and blue...
As if, I'm always happy and strong...
As if, life for me is a long vacation...

Yeah, I have my share of downs...
Yeah, I cry, mourn, crib, and break a lot of glasses...

But then, only thing that keeps me going is the realization...
That, whatever it is in my life today...
It's all cuz of my own choices...
It's all cuz of my own preferences...
It's all cuz I wanted it this way...

And, that's what makes me keep going...
And, also that's why I always prefer to keep it to myself...
Than trying to explain why it's the way it is...

Breaking off the relationship with my ex was way easier than breaking off the friendship with my best buddy... And, certainly there are reasons behind too... Well, the former made me shed bucketful of tears, while the later brought me bucketful of sunshine... The former made me philophobic and made me run away from emotional attachments, while the later turned me philophilic again and made me see the beauty of relationships, all over again... Guess, it's foolish of me to just let things slip out of my hand when they're not meant to be... And, guess, I just need to think a li'l deep and with a neutral and calm heart... Truly, best friends are God's own way to say that He loves us...

It shouldn't bother me, but it does. I shouldn't care about you, but I do. I should hate you, but I don't.Cuz, at times you just realize your heart is too weak to be ignorant about how it feels. And apparently mine feels for you.

Falling for the wrong people is just so wrong..Not cuz your feelings are wrong, but cuz those wrong people make the whole affair look so wrong..They bend your intentions towards the wrong directions, they doubt your emotions to be wrong,they think your feelings are wrong, and worst, continuously, they try proving you wrong for falling for them..Wish, they understood the feelings, instead of misinterpreting the same..